Dear stranger, Here I go again, Falling into that trap, That trap that holds me captive. Dear stranger, I don't know who you are And you have no idea about how you make me feel But somehow you've taken me Into that place again That place where I'm helpless and under this power. Dear stranger, … Continue reading Stranger
Hey guys! How are you my lovelies! I hope you're all doing well, I know I'm not posting as much as I used to, I'm very very shit. I'm sorry☹️☹️☹️ but you know, exam season and all. Ngl I still should have made time to post something but here I am. Talking about exam season, … Continue reading Being a limerent and thinking you’re crazy
I don't want to wake up one day hating myself because I made all the wrong decisions. Do you get what I mean? Your life path has taken a different route because you didn't choose the right course and you feel like you've reached a dead end. Now, you don't know where to turn to … Continue reading I need a plan
And exhale. I won't let you ruin another YEAR of my life. You're selfish and don't care about anyone but yourself. You don't even know the definition of depression and what it feels like to be so. We never will be close and I've accepted that. Let it go Roxy, soon you won't have to … Continue reading Inhale
Yes, there's this resentment I hold. This anger I keep inside which cannot be helped. I mean why wasn't I given the chance to do exactly what you do? To have fun like you do. To have the friends like you do. To have the family like you do. To feel appreciated like you do. … Continue reading Still trying
How does it feel to exist but to feel like you're not alive at all?
It would be great if people knew how to keep their mouths closed and mind their own business but you know. There's way too many nosy people out there who are indulged in gossip and nothing else. How sad. It makes me wonder, how many people would really be friends if they knew what half … Continue reading There’s more to life than talking about people.
I want to be better. I'm going to be better. I'm want to do more. I'm going to do more. But how? I'm suffocating. What am I doing? Where am I going? Get your life together. You're growing up. You're not going to be 17 anymore. What if I live a life of loneliness? No … Continue reading Suffocating.
It can be so hard sometimes to keep yourself focused on all the things you should be happy about and grateful for. Yet it's so easy for your mind to wonder to a place elsewhere, that leaves a lump in your throat and your heart in despair. It's a constant battle with myself sometimes. Especially … Continue reading In a battle with myself.
My answer to pretty much everything right now. I just don't know. What uni do you want to go to? I don't know. What do you want to study ? I don't know. Urghhhh. It's so frustrating, a lot of people know the course they want to do and I just don't know. I've fucked … Continue reading “I don’t know”