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Crash, but then heal

Wallflower Alcove

We’ve done things we’re not proud of. We’ve selfishly destroyed bridges and let things crumble as we look on. Within the duration of our pains, we’ve caused others pain as well. It’s a part of our humanness but this fact doesn’t make it hurt less. Sometimes we silently hate each other. Sometimes we destroy things and lash out. Sometimes we self-destruct. Long-term suffering and hopelessness can explode and break things and burn them down. When we’re afraid, we’re hurting. “When this fear is passed down, spread around and conditioned as the default method of survival, chaos is inevitable.”

I’ve crashed and burned a few times in my life too and each time I take some casualties. I have inflicted hurt without ever intentionally setting out to hurt anyone. I’ve avoided things solely because I can. I’ve been so absorbed in my issues that I’ve left things unfinished without explanation. I’ve…

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It’s Coming To An End

And here we go again, I'm at the stage where one chapter in my life is gradually coming to an end with a new one waiting to be written. In terms of the chapter I mean 'The End Sixth Form' or maybe I should rephrase that to "Thank God I'm Leaving This Shit Hole". I… Continue reading It’s Coming To An End