Inhale

And exhale. I won’t let you ruin another YEAR of my life.

You’re selfish and don’t care about anyone but yourself. You don’t even know the definition of depression and what it feels like to be so. We never will be close and I’ve accepted that.

Let it go Roxy, soon you won’t have to see her as much again. You’ll be free.

Every time I think about it, it makes me cry. I had to wait 18 years to get away from her? It’s sad, I’ve missed out on having a memorable childhood, enjoying my teens, making memories I won’t forget but I can’t do anything about it.

But I won’t let her take this year from me.

I’m going to make my future count, make up for the lost time I could have enjoyed. I won’t let her ruin my life anymore and I’ll be free.

 

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